I'm feeling a little helpless lately.
I recognize how blessed I am and I want to make a difference in someone's world. I have worked in the Deaf community for a loooong time and I have never felt that my actions have made a difference. It can be (very) hard sometimes, but that doesn't mean that you give up the fight. This helplessness has been building for so long that I fear it is about to explode. That wouldn't be pretty.
I feel a very strong and distinct need to go somewhere and serve. Maybe I could serve within my community, both DC and the Deaf community, but I also want to get out of here so bad. Maybe it's the earthquake and tsunami in Japan. Maybe it's the amazing and inspiring youth lead revolts in Egypt and Tunisia. Maybe it's the siblings in far off places that are influencing my craziness right now, but it's not just about the adventure.
It's about the blessings.
Oh man, I've been blessed. Now it's time to bless someone else. Any ideas?