I'll admit - sometimes I want to act out.
Sometimes I want to rebel for about 37 minutes. Get it out of my system, and then be back to being boring, straight laced Rachel.
Then I remember that it won't just be 37 minutes. If life had a remote control that I could pause and do whatever I wanted without any potential repercussion, sure, I would do that. That's only an option in the minds of screen writers in Hollywood.
Consequences can last a day, a year, or even a lifetime. I'm not willing to take that chance.
Boring, but content, Rachel I shall stay. It's not a bad life, that's for sure.