Choice

love

this

I'll admit - sometimes I want to act out. 

Sometimes I want to rebel for about 37 minutes. Get it out of my system, and then be back to being boring, straight laced Rachel. 

Then I remember that it won't just be 37 minutes. If life had a remote control that I could pause and do whatever I wanted without any potential repercussion, sure, I would do that. That's only an option in the minds of screen writers in Hollywood. 

Consequences can last a day, a year, or even a lifetime. I'm not willing to take that chance. 

Boring, but content,  Rachel I shall stay. It's not a bad life, that's for sure.